Because I prefer to myself

I get it. It’s not easy making friends. I play with my son mostly, and I do have a best friend in Destiny also, but we don’t play together all the time. Before that I had no friends either. I can be your friend, just send me an invite, and if our schedules align, then we can probably play together. I won’t be intrusive, and if you want to play with me just send me a message in game. I’ll do the same. If that suites you.

I have pretty bad anxiety which keeps me from trying to find a clan I will fit into. I'm mostly afraid of ruining someone else's fun if I make mistakes. I do everything either solo or with my significant other. We are always up for having a 3rd join us, especially for harder content. You are more than welcome with us if we are doing anything fun.

I'm sure you can find a good clan. Just tell them about your anxiety from the start. Shouldn't be a big deal. Folks are friendly enough 👍🏻

[quote]Playing destiny alone really sucks considering I have to lfg most of the multiplayer stuff or just try and do it solo I hate that I haven’t got friends to play with and it’s not even easy to make friends suffering with social anxiety really destroys me why am I posting this well because I want to try and find some fellows who will try and be friends.[/quote] You're opening up to others and challenging your anxiety simply by posting this. Your desire to connect is very positive. Your journey will have you come across personalities that will make you doubt yourself which will be like pouring fuel on the fire which is your anxieties. Search within to create your own fire extinguisher. Only you can find what that fire extinguisher might be. It's something that allows you keep a belief in yourself and your journey to the best you can be. Each path has its up hill challanges where you might take a step backwards or where others actions and words will push you backwards a step. With what you've posted I believe you are much stronger than what you believe but that you also have a feeling you can be stronger and overcome the mental challanges you face. Stay strong and believe in yourself and the path you're walking. Sorry if i sound deluded which as writing this I'm questioning my own thoughts of why i had to post this based on a short paragraph that you posted. I just feel it could be a good push for you to keep going forward and challenging the things you feel not so good about. I hope this makes some sense If you acknowledge an issue nothing good will come of it if you don't at least try to solve it. Stay strong🍺

Look for a clan and speak with the admins before joining.

I have good days n bad days more so since I had a small stroke I totally know how you feel

Either find a clan or a different game lol