"It's my fault though isn't it... if hadn't... if only.."says Leyla [i]she gets really quiet for a bit the hurt was visible in her eyes as she looked down. She felt that this was her fault all of it. She felt really guilty about it too. The emptiness she felt was real and it hurt more than the wounds irina had inflicted upon her she created one that would take a long time to heal.[/i]