"I told Leon this once, but I am literally, physically incapable of laughing. Couldn't if I wanted to. I no longer feel joy. I am changed. Like Gowther, from a comic series I used read, except I wasn't always like that, nor am I as bad about as he is yet. And he's a soulless husk. Ok that comparison is falling apart never mind." (Edit auto correct kicked in too soon so it changed what I was typing to incandescent. I fixed it.)